Wow, been too long

I had no idea it's been a month since my last post! My life continues to be very busy and I admit that completely taking care of myself has not been at the top of the list. Although, I have been trying. I have been eating abstinently and working out 3-4 times per week. Actually, I've recently kicked that up. However, I haven't been to an OA meeting in a while and need to do some step work. I'm not going to beat myself up over it, though. I've been working 60 hours/week, going to school, submitting applications to transfer in the fall, putting bids in for my first house and getting up at 4:30 a.m. to work out. I have been zapped of energy and worried about getting sick. There have been FOUR people at work, that actually work very close to me, that either just had or currently have swine flu. I do have a resentment against those people that have continued to come to work even after they have gotten gravely sick. Not only are they making themselves worse, but they are infecting the rest of us, too. I have diabetes, a chronic condition, so my immune system is already compromised. So I'm trying the best I can to walk through things one day at a time. That's all any of us can do really.