I'm nervous!!

I'm putting an offer down on two houses today and I'm incredibly nervous. What's that about? Actually, I know what it's about ... I want either one of them, badly. I'm trying to not get too emotionally involved, but it's too late. I'm very excited, hopeful and wanting this so much. God, I'm putting this up to You. I trust that You will help me know what Your will is.

I am done with the apartment living, though. Here's a little list to help remind me to stay strong on this:

• I will no longer be throwing my money away. In fact, owning a home will put a lot more money in my pocket not only in monthly expenses (it'll be cheaper for me to buy vs. rent), but I'll get back a lot in my taxes.
• I won't have people looking inside my apartment as they walk past my back patio. Oh my goodness is that annoying.
• I won't be hearing my upstairs neighbor having sex. Yes, I can hear it.
• I won't be paying pet rent any longer, a very greedy thing apartments do now so that people can live with their pets. It costs me $50 each month for my cats to live in my home.
• I can paint the walls. My walls here are so stark white.
• I can plant a flower in the ground. Trust me, when you don't have the option to do it, you definitely miss it.
• My new home will be mine (and the bank's).