Had a really good day

It's so amazing to me how, on the good days, how really good they feel. Today was such a day. I had a little bout of negativity come creeping in and I recognized it right away. I did some work to get through that and the rest of the day turned our fantastic. I felt great and I was able to be present. I just refused to give into the dark side and said, you know what, screw you!! I am so sick and tired of that horrible, evil voice that says that I'm not good enough, not worthy enough, not anything enough. I think you know what I mean ... it's that nagging voice on your shoulder that tells you that you're just not a good person or not deserving of something or tells you that you can't do something. I am doing some good work around muting that voice more and more. The last assignment I did when I wrote positive things to counter the negative things has really helped me step back when that pops up. It's taking effort, but I do believe I am worth the effort. In fact, scratch that, I know I am worth the effort.

Speaking of effort, I just got the grade from the stats class I just finished and I am now done with math! I don't ever have to take another formal class that gives me a headache from long and complicated formulas, God willing. I'll have to keep up on the skills for entrance into grad school but I am doing a happy dance right now. Woooo hoooo ;-) Guess that helped to make this day a really yummy one.